Love, Marr-Rhyzle.

ANOTHER GOOD-BYE.

Okay, technically, I’m not saying good-bye to Mo. I’ll see her next week, haha.

As for saying good-bye to Breelon. As Joce, Em, Ash, Bree and I just stood there in Ash’s kitchen, things just got AWKWARD.

It’s that weird awkward silence, where you know the good-bye is coming, but everyone is avoiding it. And you can’t help but try to savor the moment, that it will be one of the last times you’ll all be together.

I know there are breaks, and we’ll see each other round Christmas time. But it’s the realization of knowing you won’t see the people you’re closest to for so long.

Going to college doesn’t even bring on the thought of school, it is more like just moving. Moving away from things you are most comfortable with. I’m almost fully expecting, to get to NAU, and be searching for Mr. Greene’s class, looking forward to choir dresses, and synchronizing with the girls which classes we’re walking together to.

BUT NONE OF THAT’S COMING.

I’ve got 5 days left.

And then I’m off. I’m already not looking forward to it. I’m NOT ready to say good-bye. College will be a fun learning and growing experience, but I’m not ready to let go of everything I know.

Not ready, AT ALL.